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14 April 2005
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Life is probably, getting better yet stressful at the same time. It ain't getting alot better yet, i'm just so glad, it aint turning for the worst. I sort of expected my results when i got back my A maths paper. The failure was a total bad one. Yet, i expected it. Out of 30, i know i was going to get less than 10. and it came true. But, afterall, I'm pretty happy i got more than 0. Yea, 3 is not someting to b proud of, yet.. At least, i'm nt d lowest in d class. :) And i really did not expect zhen xu to get lower than me. I was happy at d fact i got 3, and was so sure that I was going to recieve a treat frm him. Yet, ended up.. I treated him. I and Zhen Xu had a bet. Who got the higher mark between d both of us, would treat d lower one Macdonald icecream sundae. i suggested d prize. I was so sure i was going to get lower den him. dat's y. in d end, i had to treat him d sundae. mannn. how can zhen xu get lower den mee?! Fine. forget it. I was considering the fact of dropping A math. Yet, Yaya and Usmani are telling me not to. Nette even said, 4e5 donwanna drop.. Yet, they are forced to. But, think about it. I don get d fact. Why on freaking Earth you wanna take a subject, you for sure know that you're gonna flunk it. I know my limitations. Duh~ But, as I said, life IS getting better. She and Him are.. Hmm.. Maybe, being frens? Lols. Yeah. Gud thing laa. At least, he may be close to her. Better her than anyone else wad. Lols. Life is fun oso. Today's PE was great. Hahahs. Yeah. Serious. But, I was injured laa. But, nonetheless, it was great. As much as i hate to say this, it was better when Guodong came in. Hahas. He was like, the main factor that made all of us laugh. Man, im smiling to myself as i'm recounting what happened today. Guodong got all the girls, lying on the floor, laughing at himand his comical acts. Lols. We were playing captain's ball. Then, i was injured. So i rest for a while. Den, guodong took over me. He played, with this enthusiasim [ how d hell u spell dat?! ] that got all the girls', laughing and running for d ball when we were already so tired. He was so.. Hm.. Monkey. Lols. He was so cute.. While blocking Angeline, i tink. The way he ran to her, the way he was blocking her, and the way the moved back.. Was so comical and cute. I am so damn proud to have him as my partner and friend. Sometimes, i just wonder.. Why isnt there any girls for him out dere? Altho i doubt he wants one la. Hahs. Thanks to him, PE today was great. He is the only guy, who can get all the girls bending down in pain, caused by too much laughter. It was such a view. He took d ball, dribbled it across d hall. And i and nette and yaya cudnt stand it. So we lied down and laughed. I turned and saw... All d other girls playing, doing d exact same thing. Lols. Man.. Guodong, is ONE in a MILLION. hees. Other than that, life was pretty much the same. But, it was better and more fun. Life can never be boring when you're sitting next to Guodong. And i thank God for it. I love my grp. Made up of amazing peeps. Like yaya, regina.. [behind us] Nette, joyce [ infront].. dey're d best. notink more i can ask for. And i feel, sec 3 life is going a lil too fast. Its like, next 2~3 weeks is our mid year. Den, holidays. After a short 6 months, i'll be promoted to sec 4. [ hopefully ]. Sometimes i feel, i don wanna leave d class im in. Life will change after that. conferm. Frens, moving further apart, secrets will be revealed and more. But, i am grateful that in sec 3 and 4, we will be wid d same classmates. Some classmates, i will b togedha for 4 yrs. All my secondary life. Like.. mingfang, shuhui,shuwan,sinyee.. zhenxu,jinkeat,gerald,zhiyuan,berwin,costllan,kenny.. yeaaah. some for 3 yrs.. mostly seperated in sec 2. nevertheless, i love all 3e1 peeps to bits. and im grateful, that my secondary life has been made colourful by them.. Tho some has been made GRAY by some, still.. its part and parcel of life. Shud just face up to it. maybe its time, i face up to d harsh reality of lifee... Sampai bilakah aku harus menanti Sampai bilakah aku harus menagis Sampai bilakah aku harus menanti dirimu Sampai bilakah cinta kita begini |
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nor liyana mohd khalis.i'm always in love with pretty boys. like as if i don't learn from experience, i always give in to sweet words. and i never learn from the past. i'm vulnerable to hurt, but i'd like to believe i'm stronger than i seem. jauh di dasar hatiku, aku tahu aku masih kasihimu dan menyintaimu. namun kau sudah berpunya, kau sudah bercinta. disini kita berakhir, tergantung segala cerita dan kisah lama. wishlist
an arsenal jersey please.to watch a play. tagboard
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